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Fine! haiz.. nw like depressed sia.. juz nw my lab test!!shity la.. the program doesnt work at all.. sucks sia.. there goes my 40 marks.. *claps*
tis module & tis chapter realli cannt make it la.. gif up sia.. forget it.. anyway it doent help in my gpa nw also.. mayb wen i go poly den mayb?!

sian sia.. haf i reached the point where i realli wanna gif everyting up again?? den later tinking back i will regret again?? i tot tat after competition, realli tings would be ok liao.. coz mayb im juz tired coz weekends didnt realli get to rest, esp fridaes.. but after competition the 'big stone' didnt leave.. its still there..

mr ho realli like so shocked la.. i also dunnoe y.. is it bcoz my grades dropped till so shocking tat i didnt even make it to a pass??

I noe la.. my grades realli is a great drop la.. frm a GPA of 4.0 dropped till 3.679.. den calculus.. actually till nw.. nth wen into my brain la.. mayb i will be the first student whose attendance is gd but the grades does nt show tat.. mayb its like wad the other ppl saed.. multimedia course realli are all a bunch of slackers??!! but i tell u, we are nt!! at least im trying not to be ok!..

Nw the oni ting tat i wan to concentrate on is my maths.. its so scary.. can u imagine me taking O level maths 2 times and juz failed 2 times?? if tis sept i neber pass my maths den mayb i sld juz quit sch and stop wasting time in getting a 'Dirty' cert which can get me to nowhere..

As for multimedia, since its a type B.. i noe i cannt score realli well anyway.. wif all my slacking and no patience.. my project is all like a brief tingy.. if i can get a B.. im realli glad le,realli.. Nw im juz aiming on the minimum.. at least a B?!! i noe A is too far alreadi.. u juz look at me la.. last yr's 4 is all a fake.. i tink i'll graduate wif a GPA lesser den 3.5?!!

Nw one more project comes in, lifeskills.. need to write out a report.. some sort of a write up on the 'product'.. ya how great.. other den the FYP, the other 2 projects due on Aug.. still wondering if i realli can pull thru tis 5 more weeks.. den the 'Judgement Day' arrives.. realli hope tat nxt sem will be better.. at least the timetable will nt be so packed till u can hardly breathe..? *Got meh? nw can hardly breathe meh??*

Ya.. Leave me alone la.. for all i care.. I realli need some self reflection.. mayb it'll be nice to haf some kind souls who can accompany me these few daes?? or mayb pull me by ur side, lock me up and wack my head to ask me study? getting so restless sia.. hw different am i frm those humans i've seen in sch which i dun like?? No Difference mah.. I'm juz the same rotten stuff.. mayb they are even better den tis rotten stuff over here..*points myself* i oni noes hw to cry.. wad else other den tat?? ppl wanna help, but u juz gave up.. IDIOTIC! DUH!!!
Everyting also cry.. anyhow oni.. Siao! MeOw~

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