I also Dunnoe Wad i write..

[You can dun read this one..its all of my tinkings and its beri beri long..mayb u wun understand or mayb u will...] Sometimes juz cuddnt accept the fact tat tings are always like tat.. ppl are nt always wad u tink they are.. things dun work tat way.. and frenz may turn into foe..family members will turn into strangers...mayb all along i dun haf a real fren..all are aquintances.. i dunnoe.. mayb its true or i tink too much i dunnoe.. but its kindda lonely after all the tings den wen u got alone u are really there alone even if u stand in the crowd.. after all the time thinking mayb wad i did is rite for me.. but in the 'concept' of tings.. mayb wad i did will do harm to myself i dunnoe.. coz now it will nt show oni until u grow old den u will noe..tinking back on all the times of ur life.. mayb its nice and memorable or mayb it is a waste of a time.. cannt accept the fact tat tings are actually going too fast.. wen u fall in the crowd... u haf to wait for the crowd to end den u can get up and start walking again.. and wen u fall..everyone around u wun care to help and there is juz nth u can do.. ppl often use tat cold eyes to look at tings..and wen i got into another world after looking at all the fast crowd.. i find the other world much more better and it is more calming and much more to ME..No one will see the other world wen wad they see is the future in their eyes.. mayb ppl sld slow dwn their pace and look at the world around dem.. or mayb live in another world and try to understand wad the other world is trying to tell u..one dae.. even the super-heroes will fall ill and they will get tired.. so in todae's life there is no super-heroes..oni in ur imagination den will they survive and live..in tat other world u will be left alone to tink.. and go through wad others wud neber noe..u are facing ur greatest fear,Urself, ppl who always bully ppl are those who dun dare to face demself and the reality tat they are weak..mayb in tat decision u make in tat time is rite.. but in the end it may turn out to be a disaster or it may juz carry on like tat..no matter hw hard u work..the returns will nt always be equals to the hardwork put in..its always nt fair.. u mayb the one on top but..the stress and the unhappiness is wad u feel more dan the ppl on the bottom..its nt a bad ting to try to be the lowest person in the society..it will make u feel more abt tings tat are there and we usually will no see it even if its rite in front of u and around u everydae...it may not be important to u, but wad abt others who see tat as their everyting..ppl who are sick..arent really sick..they are oni thinking in a different way..ppl may nt accept but it is true..it mayb as dwn as it is and u try to keep it up..it wun help..it will oni help to keep ur life safely to urself and nt others..someppl lose to the mind wen it all comes dwn to the 'brain game'..it all abt the way they tink and feel abt tings tat makes dem wanna lose out to the brain..i dunnoe..but i've won the brain game twice..its nt as easy as the toughest game u played..it is a battle of ur time,feelings and the power to control..it is a one time try oni game.. once u failed u may lose ur life to it..if u win.. i doesnt mean tat.. u will win forever..it will always come back to challenge u..and wen it comes back its always stronger and tougher to fight wif..and the time spent may be worth it or nt it all depends on urself.. once u get all the tings sorted out.. u are once again in the preparation of a sudden attack..so ppl get urself ready everydae and everytime..

[Juz Find Some Ppl Annoying Lo.. Big Mouth Somemore..Haiz.. Y can HE like tat lo..Haiz Wa Piangz.. Holidae Also Dunnoe...]